ANOTHER MORNING IN THIS CRAZY HOUSE, 3 WEIMARANERS(Big Grey Dogs) ,4 Kids, and one Husband is enough to make any woman feel overwhelmed, right?
I KNOW I AM SUPPOSED TO BE SUPERMOM BUT , IT IS LIKE I HAVE A TOTAL OF 8 KIDS AND NO ONE CAN DO ANYTHING FOR THEIR SELF WITHOUT ME SHOWING THEM HOW.
AMAZING ISN’T IT?
WELL I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD GET POST PARTUM DEPRESSION. EVERYTHING WENT FINE AFTER MY OTHER PREGNANCIES. BUT I KNOW I AM NOT ALONE OUT THERE. SO IF ANYONE ELSE IS GOING THROUGH ANYTHING LIKE THIS AND WOULD LIKE TO TALK, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME. I JUST HAD MY BABY 3 WEEKS AGO TODAY. I WILL BE GOING TO THE DOC. SOON TO SEE HOW THEY CAN HELP ME, HOPEFULLY THEY WILL HELP BEFORE I DRIVE MY FAMILY AND MYSELF CRAZY!
TODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN MY MOM’S 46 TH BIRTHDAY. YEAH I KNOW SHE WASN’T OLD AT ALL. SHE WAS KILLED IN A BAD CAR ACCIDENT TWO YEARS AGO AND LEFT ME AND 2 BROTHERS AND 2 SISTERS BEHIND. AND OF COURSE SHE WAS THE BEST MEEME TO MY KIDS AND MY SISTER’S KIDS TOO. IT HAS BEEN A HARD THING TO DEAL WITH, EVEN TWO YEARS LATER. SHE LIVED RIGHT ACROSS THE STREET FROM ME, SO IT’S HARD WHEN I EVEN TRY TO FORGET , WHICH I CANT. I’M SURE YOU WILL HERE ALOT MORE AS TIME GOES BY BECAUSE THAT IS ONE SUBJECT THAT ENTERS MY MIND DAILY. IN MEMORY OF MY MOMMA AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO! WE MISS YOU.
OMG…. AM I EVER GOING TO CATCH UP ON SLEEP? I FEEL SO DEPRIVED AND I FEEL LIKE I AM NOT EVEN IN CONTROL OF MY OWN BODY. IT HAS BEEN TAKEN OVER BY A NEWBORN THAT HAS IT MADE. AND MY OTHER KIDS, BLESS THEIR HEARTS. THEY THINK THEY ARE HELPING, BUT REALLY THEY ARE DRIVING ME JUST A TAD BIT CRAZY.
THOUGH THIS WILL PASS, IT WOULD HELP IF IT COULD HAPPEN JUST A LIL FASTER.
Between the baby cryin, my son running in circles yelling, my daughter asking a hundred questions and the dog chewing up the bathroom floor, i do believe i am officially going to lose my mind.
Of course my husband is off helping someone work and i am in dying need of a break!
Tell me , why can’t motherhood be easy? why? why?
ANOTHER WAKE UP CALL FROM THE SCREAMING INFANT NEXT TO ME. I HAVE TO STUMBLE OVER OUR BIG WEIMARANER AT 3 AM, BECAUSE HE ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE ON MY SIDE AND IN MY WAY EVERY MORNING. SOMETIMES I COULD JUST KILL HIM, BUT I JUST GO ON IN A BAD MOOD INSTEAD!
NOW I GET HER UP AND PREPARE MY BOOB FOR THE MAJOR PAINFUL LATCH ON IT IS ABOUT TO ENDURE. I TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND THEN I’M FINE. BUT THIS IS WAY TOO MUCH FOR THE MIDDLE OF THE MORNING. MAYBE I’LL GET BACK TO SLEEP JUST IN TIME FOR MY HUSBANDS ALARM CLOCK TO WAKE ME UP AGAIN.
SO MY 4 YEAR OLD SON WALKED IN TODAY. I TOLD HIM I WAS FIXING TO FEED THE BABY. HE STARTED JUMPING UP AND DOWN SAYING HE WANTED TO FEED HER. I TOLD HIM HE COULDN’T AND THAT I DIDN’T HAVE A BOTTLE. I SAID”I HAVE TO USE MY BOOBY.” HE THEN GRABS HIS CHEST AND TOLD ME HE’D USE HIS BOOBY! KIDS, THEY SAY THE FUNNIEST THINGS , I SWEAR.
